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| This poem grabbed my attention because it captures the moment, as good poetry does. It was posted on Facebook by friend and one-time writing professor John Calderazzo in Colorado. Thanks, John. |
Michael Shay's Hummingbirdminds
Saturday, March 07, 2026
Poem of the world war, this one
Saturday, February 28, 2026
Death and Tennyson on a conservative podcast
I somehow
found myself watching an hour-long podcast with two conservatives. Yes, I know
I should have been shocked, appalled even, but it was a conservation between a
gray-haired Hoover Institution host and a bearded guy in a ballcap who looked
fresh from a Nebraska farm, and was.
The
host was Peter Robinson on Uncommon Knowledge. The guest was Ben Saase, Harvard
and Yale grad, former Nebraska congressman, and short-time president of my university,
UF in Gainesville. They obviously knew one another to judge by their opening
friendly banter. My first question: How do they know each other?
Old
colleagues, it turns out, friends, maybe. “Ben Sasse on Mortaliity, Meaning,
and the Future of America.” Subjects that affect all of us, conservatives and liberals alike. I found out quickly that Sasse was recently diagnosed with Stage 4 Pancreatic
Cancer that has spread to other organs and his spine. He says that he is doped up on
morphine and winces in pain on camera. But he’s starting a new podcast, “Not
Dead Yet.” And he isn’t. He even recites some poetry to close out the hour.
Two
intelligent people talking about big issues. I like that. I miss it. Reminds me
of watching William F. Buckley’s “Firing Line” with my Dad. I now live frantic
over the latest outrage. I stopped that for an hour. It was more than an hour.
I interrupted the dialogue to go on the nightly walk with my wife and son. They
walk, I drive my Golden scooter. It’s brisk outside, brisk for Florida, a cold
wind from the north. We loop the neighborhood, trade greetings with neighbors,
and we return, my wife to bed, my son to a rewatch of “Batman Forever,” and me
for a snack and a return to the podcast.
Sasse
is pretty fly for a white guy from Arlington, Nebraska. He jokes, testifies,
gets clinical a few times but remains interesting throughout. His short tenure
at UF was marked by controversy. Not sure if I can sum it up. I will leave it
to the irascible Independent Florida Alligator to do that (full
disclosure: I read the Alligator, support it, and spent two semesters there
as a reporter in 1976).
The Alligator announced Sasse’s diagnosis on Dec. 23. That’s a usual calm time in the campus (off-campus in the Alligator’s case) newsroom, with student home for Christmas break. Sasse had this quote during the press conference: “Cancer is a wicked thief, and the bastard pursues us all.” If Sasse sounds more academic than legislative, he closes out the interview with a poem from Alfred Lord Tennyson, “Ring out, Wild Bells.” Tennyson is a particularly good poet to choose for memorization due to his rhyme schemes and repetitions. An example:
Cannon to right of them,/Cannon to left of them,/Cannon behind them/Volleyed and thundered;/Stormed at with shot and shell,/While horse and hero fell.
“Charge of the Light Brigade.” I had to memorize it during seventh grade after-school detention. The nuns punished us in 1963 with poems but I discovered it was a way to store away lines from the masters to blog about in 2026. Bless you sisters.
Tennyson
wrote “Wild Bells” in a tribute to a friend who died at 22. It ends with these
two stanzas as Sasse recites:
Ring
out old shapes of foul disease;
Ring out the narrowing
lust of gold;
Ring out the thousand
wars of old,
Ring in the thousand years of peace.
Ring
in the valiant man and free,
The larger heart, the
kindlier hand;
Ring out the darkness
of the land,
Ring in the Christ that is to be.
Sasse is a Christian. He talks about it in ways we used to hear more often. Light on judgements, heavy on redemption. But it was his comments on academia that spoke to me. At UF, he brought in colleagues to establish the Hamilton School for Classical and Civic Education. Campus ground-breaking for its building was held last month. Sasse has been teaching courses there and was scheduled to teach in the spring (don’t see him on the current course list).
I
am suspicious of conservatives taking over universities and screwing around
with them. We saw what happened when Gov. DeSantis set out to de-woke New
College in Sarasota. DeSantis liked Sasse and was instrumental in his hiring. The
search for a replacement at UF has gone on forever. One great candidate was
rejected already due to his alleged interest in diversity programs at Penn
State. Nobody with Gov D’s mindset has yet been found. Whether that’s because
word has spread among potential candidates that they will be stepping into a
minefield or whether the search committee is inept. Or a combination of those.
But,
watching the Hoover podcast with Sasse, I agreed with some of the things the
man said. He is disturbed by students deserting majors in humanities for more “practical”
majors, majors that will lead to jobs. Sasse is akin to his liberal colleagues
when he bemoans that and his arguments for the humanities is nearly the same.
The humanities teach us to be good citizens. Sasse’s course title for this
semester was “American Life.” A civics class? Perhaps. Here’s his quote from
the podcast:
“We
haven’t done basic civics for a really long time.”
Educators
have been complaining about that for a long time.
Why
don’t kids want to major in history or English? Not practical. But also, those
classes have been “niche-efied,’ narrowed down to appeal to small slices of the
humanities that narrow the focus of the major. I know from my three years in a
state university MFA program that those niches and biases exist and it isn’t
healthy for the system as a whole.
Our
children and grandchildren are looking at the shifting swirling job market and
want to know how to deal with that chaos and the one that’s coming. We don’t
know what the jobs will be in 10 or 20 years. We don’t know if there will be
jobs. Elon Musk says everyone will be rich so don’t worry about it. OK, Elon,
go play with your rocket ships. To make sure we have a good grounding on the
world, and to ensure we can keep a functioning democracy, we need better future
prospects that Elon provides.
To
get back to humanities. Learning the classics isn’t a right-wing plot. It’s
something that will ensure our future. If we’re going to get Middle Americans
to buy into college educations, we have to make some changes. Here’s Sasse:
“There’s
no reason the taxpayers of the state of Texas or the state of Nebraska or
Florida should subsidize somebody to teach in a discipline that isn’t wrestling
with the big questions and isn’t preparing people for work.”
The
humanities do that. It makes us wrestle with big questions and prepares us for
work. Some of those questions and careers we don’t know yet. But the humanities
will give us the tools to grapple with them.
Tuesday, February 17, 2026
Dear UF: No donations for you until Gov D is gone
Feb. 17. 2026
TO: University of Florida Annual Giving
Program
FROM: Michael
T. Shay
RE: Gator Nation Stand Up and Holler
Giving Day
I am a proud Florida Gator, class of ’76. I have
donated to UF when the budget will allow. I’m retired now and the budget allows
but I am not donating and there is one reason for that: Interference in UF by
Gov. Ron DeSantis and the GOP-run Florida State Legislature.
It is alarming to see the search for a UF president go
on and on as we await DeSantis’s choice to rule the state’s flagship university,
my alma mater. These right-wing politicos take their order from the Trump wing
of the GOP and it has led to disaster on the national and international scenes.
So today, on the eve of Giving Day, looking at Mr.
2-Bits’ tie pinned to the bulletin board above my PC, I decline to donate until
DeSantis and his MAGA goons are gone. Instead, I donated $25 to the Independent Florida Alligator. Their reporters are on the case and I will continue to
follow the Alligator with interest and with whatever support I can send their
way.
I leave you with this:
Two-bits, four-bits, six-bits, a dollar
All for an independent UF stand up and holler!
The crowd cheers.
Editor's Note: Read the Alligator's latest story on the unending UF presidential search.
Wednesday, February 11, 2026
Surfing, A Paddle-Out Remembrance
My sister Maureen asked me to dig through my photo albums for pictures of my brother, Tommy, who died on Christmas Day. She and her tech-savvy son Sean are putting together a video presentation for a reception following a Paddle-Out on Saturday, April 4, at Hartford Avenue approach in Daytona Beach. We're looking for a good time in the a.m., when the tide is low and we can park on the beach (very few parking spaces on the approach). Surfers of all ages are invited. You don’t have to claim membership in the Hartford Heavies. No membership existed. No member ID cards. No dues. No boring meetings dictated by Roberts Rules of Order. Only requirement was to rise early after a night of questionable activities. Grab your board and get to the beach to ride waves fresh to Daytona from the vast ocean. Never been ridden before. Yours.
Any photos of Hartford Ave Days you’d like to share? Let me know in the comments.
This one posted on Facebook by Ken Osteen, still surfing:
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Coach Osteen: "Sadly we lost another member of our Undefeated Seabreeze Jr Surf Team of 1975-76, Tommy Shay. Heck of a surfer and grew up to be a good man. RIP Tommy" (second from right). |
Monday, February 02, 2026
In this very fictional story, my wife asks me about that sultry woman's voice in my office
My historical novel, "Zeppelins Over Denver," will be out soon from The Ridgeway Press. I recently proofed all 395 typeset pages and now need new glasses or possibly new eyes if they are available. I spent most of my working life editing my own work and that of others. Not everyone appreciates editing, as you may discover if your boss asks you to "take a look" at his article for the corporate web site. The editor's goal is to make every written piece shine like a diamond or at least like a good knock-off over at the pawn shop. Readable, it has to be. Comprehensible. Maybe even dazzling.
Writers rarely read their published books because they have read them over and over again. You would think it gets old. It does. In the new world of self-published books, an editor should be worth its weight in gold but now we have computers and A.I. One thing that helped me through 128,373 words was a new gadget on Microsoft Word. It is the "Read Aloud" prompt. The writer blocks text and then this mellifluous female voice reads your text. OK, it's slightly artificial. I noted some grievous mispronunciations, but they are surprisingly few. What I wasn't prepared for was the artificial voice emphasizing chosen words. One of them is this: What? I caught a lilt in her voice. I was charmed. I decided to give her a name, Rita Read Aloud. She has personality.
However, I was tempted to change Rita's voice into a male one because most of my fictional characters are male (but not all). I decided to ask Gary Google if this was wise. Responses were surprising. The male voices sound mechanical, robot-like. One respondent warned that if I switched off the female voice to male, I would never get Rita back. The finality of divorce. Suitably forewarned, I kept Rita and am happy I did. Somewhere around Chapter 27, I started talking back to her and we are now in a long-term relationship which has led to a world of domestic problems.
Wife: Who was that you were talking to in your office?
Me: That was just me.
Wife: Sounded like a female voice.
Me: Robot. Just a robot. On MS Word. A very bland robot voice.
Wife: I thought I heard her say WHAT? like she really meant it, as if she was responding meaningfully in some way, as if....
Me: I shut the office door slowly, you know, like that last scene in The Godfather when Michael Corleone shuts himself off from the love of his life. Just like that.
Thursday, January 29, 2026
From the Desk of the Lapsed Catholic: The Church Speaks Out, Loudly
Pope Leo's hometown cardinal shreds the Trump administration for lying about the murder of Alex Pretti, says that their smear campaign "flies in the face of what our eyes told us."The Catholic Church is waging all-out holy war against MAGA..."You have long been an advocate for immigrants' rights. What is your reaction to what we have seen from federal agents and the Department of Homeland Security in just the last few days alone?" Stephanie Ruhle asked Cardinal Blase Cupich of Chicago during his appearance on MS NOW."It's clear that we need to return to the understanding of what human dignity is about. People have to be treated in humane way," said Cupich. "Name-calling, referring to people as vermin or animals, garbage, really puts us in a very difficult position in this country because it's based on an understanding that each and every human being had dignity."Cupich appeared to be referring directly to Trump's horrific rhetoric. The president has called Congresswoman Ilhan Omar, a Somali immigrant and Muslim woman, "garbage" and attacked "radical left thugs that live like vermin.""And so we're going down a path in many ways a far distance from who we should be and claim to be as a nation in the world," Cupich added.Ruhle than asked the cardinal what it "does to a nation" when "people in positions of authority" including the president use such "dehumanizing" rhetoric."Well I can tell you what it has done in the past..." said Cupich. "You know today we mark Holocaust Remembrance Day and it's important to recall the terrible tragedy that happened to the many people who were killed simply because of their faith and their traditions.""The Holocaust didn’t begin when they opened concentration camps. It began with words,” he continued. "And I think that we have to keep that in mind and learn from history that words do matter. And so it is important to call people out.""The Holy Father Pope Leo said something really very instructive for us in these days. He said that the real crisis we're facing is one of relativism, where we reduce the truth to an opinion, or alternative facts," said the cardinal, referencing Kellyanne Conway's infamous MAGA slogan from the first Trump presidency."And I think that we need to lean into that insight as well because we saw actually what happened and yet there's a narrative out there that's trying to be marketed to the American people that flies in the face of what our eyes told us," he added.
Sunday, January 25, 2026
Feeling helpless? I get some direction from an unexpected Substack source
Didn't know anything about Jackie Summers until I read his "Field Notes for Cracking an Empire" on a Facebook repost. Common-sense tips from an African-American activist, chef and "serial entrepreneur." His field notes gave me hope that my daily activities for social justice can lead to something. Go to https://jackiesummers1.substack.com/p/field-notes-for-a-cracking-an-empire


