Time to take a long look at the "Local Authors" section in the public library

Just a small slice of the Local Authors section

The photo shows just a slice of what awaits readers in the Ormond Beach Public Library's Local Authors section. Some of these writers have a long tenure in the area. Some are sort-of newcomers, former residents and library patrons who moved on to other jobs in other places but returned to the area recently.

I am one of them. 

Pleased to be here. In 1964, my father moved us from Denver to Central Florida to use his fine accountant’s skills to achieve what JFK said in '61: "We choose to go to the moon in this decade."

This wasn’t our family's first move. Our tribe had wandered the West while Dad double-checked the figures on nuclear missiles that lurked in many silos. I was set to enroll in my third school in my third state (KS, CO, FL) in one year. I attended Our Lady of Lourdes eighth grade then moved on to four years at Father Lopez Catholic High School, the old campus that's now a weedy vacant lot at Mason and Nova in Daytona.

After a few years at a non-Florida university and traveling, I returned to Daytona and graduated from DBCC (Daytona State) and earned an English degree from UF where I first took my writing seriously. Then I lit out for the territories.

It takes time, this writing biz. Some times you're an overnight sensation. Other times it takes decades until you publish your first novel. That's me -- 75 when The Ridgeway Press of Michigan published my first novel, "Zeppelins Over Denver," now available for free on the shelves of your local library. Ridgeway is a small press so it doesn’t feature on-line shopping. You can buy a copy on Venmo (see the sidebar, find @hummingbird-minds) or Amazon or your local bookstore. It's your choice. You can write me a check and I will sign the book, put it in a plain manila envelope, and take it to the local P.O. 

"Zeppelins" joins my first book of stories, "The Weight of a Body," on the Local Authors section. Select "Weight,” settle into one of the comfy chairs, and read a story inspired by my formative years in Daytona. It's called "Raymond Custy's Garden of Worldly Delights." It is set in the 1960s beach town of Tomoka Beach which is located near Daytona. It may or may not be based on real-life characters. You just never can tell with fiction. 

First up on my To-Do List: Find my Photo Idaho

My podiatrist sent an e-reminder to my Pixel. I have an appointment tomorrow where the techs cut my toenails I can't reach and the doctor comes in and gets an update on the state of my feet. Footcare is important to the elderly, even if your walking time is limited due to not being able to walk on your own and sometimes roam around on an e-scooter. 

The e-reminder asked me something I hadn't heard before. "Please bring your Photo Idaho." 

I like ID almost as much as I like WY, MT, CO, and UT. I was born in CO, spent 33 years working in WY, ands have traveled extensively in UT and MT. But no physician's e-assistant has ever asked me for my Photo Montana. 

This AI-generated message may have been powered by big Artificial Intelligence barns they've been building around the West, the ones bringing so much prosperity to small towns, even fairly big spots like Cheyenne, WY, the capital city, where I once worked. I hear that Microsoft wants to build a huge AI barn in Cheyenne with promises it will not slurp up all the snow melt and will provide a gazillion good-paying jobs. 

Before tomorrow, I will have to find my Photo ID. First stop, the potato cellar. Must be down there with the spuds.

In the mood for a Bulgarian gardening book?

I stumbled upon Bulgarian writer Georgi Gospodinov. His latest book is “Death of the Gardener.” I’d been reading books about gardens. First, I listened to the memoir “In Kiltumpur: A Year in an Irish Garden” by Niall Williams and Christine Breen. Then I read on Kindle “First waiting for the impending frost on a North Carolina garden. It features an Frost,” which is a magical-realist YA romance by Sarah Addison Allen about apple tree that blossoms in winter and throws its apples at people he/she/it doesn’t like. Allen also wrote “Garden Spells” which is on my list of Books I Discovered On Kindle That Surprised The Heck Out Of Me (BIDONKTSTHOOM). Allen’s new book will be out in the fall. She writes on her web site that she’s been battling cancer. Cancer comes into a household and changes everything.

Gardening is more than a metaphor for me. I am, or was, a gardener, with Sungold tomatoes and pole beans out back and petunias and four o’clocks in the front. I once tripped and fell head-first into the front garden. It was getting toward autumn and I might have been there until the first frost arrived if the local preacher hadn’t been walking his dog nearby. He is a small man, a cardiac patient too small rescue me from the garden. He roused my tiny wife and she roused our burly neighbor Marco and they set me upright on the porch. My wife asked the obvious question: “What were you doing?” My reply was typical: “Getting a closer look at the coneflowers.” At the time, she was undergoing chemo for breast cancer. She needed a laugh, or so I thought.

But back to Gospodinov’s book. It’s magnificent. A short book about the death of his father the gardener in the town of Y is Bulgaria. It is rich with empathy and sadness but laced with humor. Wit, you might say, humor that doesn’t call attention to itself. The best writers have the gift.

I cried, though, as his father faded away. G is unrelenting of the portrait of his father, a young man who went to the Balkan War and then was a failed entrepreneur and then an aging magnificent gardener at his modest house in Y. The writer gets me to care so much for this simple human who lived a dynamic family life despite his many failures during life under the Bulgarian commissars. There’s no pity here just plenty of attempts to understand. The writer attaches no blame to his father’s stern ways. Most importantly, there is no exploration of how this complicated man completely fucked up his life. You know, those Tales of a Dysfunctional Family that once filled the U.S. book charts.

There are plenty of those in the U.S. In my 21 years of writing and blogging, I may have written some. I apologize, Dad and Mom, as I had yet to have the grumpy wisdom of an aging father.

What does it take to write like Gospodinov of Bulgaria  and Williams of Ireland? I had to write a million words before I had the skills to write with any sort of wit and wisdom. Just to understand what propels their writing took me seven-and-half decades. I am so sad sometimes about my status as a disabled old man, a man who survived a widowmaker heart attack at 62 and a bout with septicemia at 73. A few months after I fell into the petunias, I underwent a spinal fusion that was supposed to help me walk again but did not. I still require a walker or scooter to get around. Poor pitiful me, as the ironic Warren Zevon song goes. Woe, woe, woe is me.

As I read Gospodinov, I kept thinking of my family members, ones that I had criticized in my mind and in print, usually in fiction. The fog began to clear. I thought about the richness of people’s lives, the sorrows and the joys.  Why are we what we are and what imprint do we leave? What can I write about that only I can grasp? My purview is mine alone.

I ponder all of these things. And write.

Gospodinov’s appreciation of his parents’ generation was summed up in James Woods’ New Yorker review of the book (11/10/25 issue):

In 2023, [Gospodinov’s novel] Time Shelter won the International Booker Prize. In the new book, that good fortune is autofictionally transformed into this: “In May the novel I had dedicated to my mother and father won a big prize. On that London night, one of those few quickly jotted-down phrases in English was about the two of them, now quietly crying with joy in a little south-eastern town, I said, ‘Indeed, our pretty phrases stand upon their stooped shoulders.’” 

Stooped shoulders? That’s on my mind as I write today.

Irish Catholics have been holding the line against Nativists for a long time

I read some Irish-American history this morning on Michael Fox's Substack. "The Irish Catholic 'Rock of Erin' that held the line at Gettysburg" tells this story: 

"The Irish Catholic immigrants who defeated Pickett's Charge and held the Union line at Gettysburg were the same people American nativists were burning out of their churches and deporting as paupers."

This speaks of the earlier iteration of MAGA as the Nativists of the Know-Nothing Party. A well-written account by Fox that I haven't fact-checked but will in due time. It's a rousing tale, made me proud to come from a long line of Irish-Catholics from Roscommon and elsewhere. I've been blogging about the Know-Nothings past and present for awhile now and Trump has added fuel to their fire that never went out just went underground like those fires that burn in old Pennsylvania coal fields. 

Read it yourself. A good way to celebrate this Fourth of July weekend that belongs to all of us.

In case you missed it, June was Nuclear Family Month but just in Tennessee

Amongst all of the semiquincentennial bashes in June, the big beautiful Algae Deflecting Pool hoopla in D.C., the U.S./Israel vs. Iran matchup in the Persian Gulf, and big FIFA goings-on across the norteamericano continent, I missed an important announcement.

June was Nuclear Family Month. So said the Tennessee Legislature, the GOP part. Irked by all the nonsense about Pride Month, the LGBTQ+ Pride Parades and the colorful Pride crosswalks (the ones that goon squads paint over in the dead of night), I neglected to celebrate my nuclear family.

According to the Tennessee Lege, lawmakers of a certain stripe signed off on a resolution that says “one husband, one wife, and any biological, adopted, or fostered children” are “God’s design.”

According to a June 6 article by Anita Wadhwani I just read in the Tennessee Lookout, Tenn. Gov. Bill Lee signed the bill in April and it carries no punch to ban anything with rainbows or men wearing eye shadow. It carries the “symbolic weight” of a “government endorsement of only one type of family unit despite a wide diversity of families living in Tennessee including single-parent, grandparent, and LGBTQ+ families,” wrote Wadhwani.

Should Florida Gov. Ron DeSantis decide on something similar, he will have a big problem. Not with me but with thousands of others. I know DeSantis works overtime to please Bubba and Bubbette voters. Mr. Harvard Grad posits himself as one of them. But right now he’s busy executing a backlog of criminals in the state prison system. His Alligator Alcatraz did not go over well and he’s mightily pissed. Rumor has it that he plans to make every Floridian walk around with the “Welcome to the Free State of Florida” banner tattooed on their foreheads. Might look nice on some people.

But GOP state governors have nothing to fear from me. I happen to have a nuclear family right here in the wildlands of Tomoka Station, Fla. One husband (me), one wife (my wife), one son (son) and one daughter (daughter). We can check those boxes. I also come from a nuclear family with the appropriate credentials. My grandparents were all Nuke Family types and so were my descendants going back a century or two possibly all the way back to Adam and Eve if there were such a nuclear pair that parented sons Cain and Abel. Cain slew Abel, becoming the first murderer featured in The Good Book that the Christian Right demands students read instead of Fahrenheit 451.

It’s now early July and I haven’t seen any statistics what the Tennessee bill has wrought. Not much, I suspect. Christian Nationalist blowhards are just that, their efforts filled with much sound and fury, signifying nothing. They hurt people, the ones they hate, with a furor that brought us Trump and the likes of Stephen Miller and Kristi Noem. Haters.

BTW, “nuclear family” is an odd term. My father built silos for nuclear missiles in the West. I lived 33 years next to the biggest nuke base in the U.S. I have strontium-90 from 1950s nuclear tests in my bones. There are lunatics out there with nuclear capability. There have been nuke plant meltdowns in Ukraine and Japan and the U.S. to contemplate.

Nuclear is nothing to imitate.

The return of Saturday Morning Garden Blogging (thanks Daily Kos)

I now am on Substack. I did it on accident. One day I was roaming around the web, checking out sites, and suddenly I had my own Substack. You can reach it here.

I'm new on Substack but have been blogging on Blogger for 20-plus years. I say 20-plus because I registered with Blogger in January 2001 but didn't see a reason to use it until 2005 and then regularly in 2006. I was Wyoming's designated blogger at the 2008 Democratic National Convention in Denver. I was politically active in person and online in those days. I lobbied John Dean (Howard's bro) to be Wyoming's pick in his search for a liberal political blogger from every state. It wasn't a hard choice as there were so few bloggers of the liberal stripe, so few bloggers of any stripe, that the pick in Wyoming was pretty easy. I knew a great prog-blogger in Wheatland, about 50 miles north of Cheyenne, and in the university town of Laramie; heavenly Jackson had a few. You can read my blogs from what now seems like The Good Ol' Days if you search August 2008 on my site. 

And now, Substack. I like the name. It has sort of an undersea feel. I like the term blog, too. It comes from weblog as in a log written on the worldwide web. My first contacts with fellow bloggers turned up a lot of young people writing about their high school and college hijinks. I was long past interested in hijinks. When I returned the the blog in 2005, the political wars were in full flight and I joined in. Was it fun. And hairy at times. Many of my fellow bloggers in the West were of the Rush Limbaugh stripe, fans of the late Breitbart whom I met when he tried to crash Netroots National in Minneapolis in 2011. On my blog sidebar, I once listed the blogs I followed, many of them in the West. It would be instructional to look at that old list.

My blogging was only interrupted by ennui and two brushes with death -- a Widowmaker heart attack in 2013 and an almost toxic septicemia in 2024. The heart attack was the worst. A terrible surprise that caused me to not read a book for almost an entire year. I had never been an invalid before. All that rehab. People treated me differently, as if I now was made of glass and could shatter at any moment. But that was more than 13 years ago and I'm still here. 

Many of my prog-blogger colleagues have given it up. I haven't checked out my favorite rabble-rouser site Daily Kos for many moons. I just did and it's still kicking ass and its home page is stylin'. Have to get there more often. I clicked on a link to the Saturday Morning Garden Blogging group and spent too long reading about the tomato harvest and swooning over tomato photos. Let me repeat some tomato varieties listed by correspondent VerdantC: Gourmandia, Sweet Apertif, Heartbreaker Vita, Ochre Heart, Pink Stella. SMGB goes back to 2011. I stole the title for my blog that same year, back when I was a blogging gardener. Something so sensual about tomato blogging. I miss it, both the selection and growing and harvesting and blogging. 

I have photos of me and my wife Christine posing on the summit of Trail Ridge Road around that time. I am wearing a Daily Kos T-shirt. I once was a correspondent. Those were the days. I can still log in. The guidelines for submissions have changed. It's more formal. I may just have to get back on board. 

Does Daily Kos have a Substack? It does not. It maintains its own platform on WordPress. Sometimes you see Daily Kos blogs reposted on Substack. I will look for them. 

P.S.: Just found that the next Netroots Nation conference will be in Denver, July 8-10, 2027. I may have to return. 

The new Know Nothings tell the same old story

Read an excellent op-ed today in America The Jesuit Review, "The new know-nothings? Anti-Catholic political rhetoric is making a comeback." The writer is Anna Keating. Under a big photo of Secretary of War and Christian Fascist Pete Hegseth, she begins this way:

President Abraham Lincoln once said of the Know-Nothing Party, founded in 1844 and dissolved in 1860: “If the Know-Nothings get control, [the Declaration of Independence] will read all men are created equal, except negroes, foreigners and Catholics.”

As she notes, the Know Nothing Party shriveled up and died in 1860  but its attitudes have not. 

We are seeing a resurgence of anti-Catholic outbursts in the U.S. with the rise of the Trumpists and the outspoken nature of Pope Leo, an Irish-Catholic priest, then cardinal, now pope on the world's billion Catholics. Read Keating's article for the details. She writes about how fundies would stop her when she was growing up in Colorado Springs "and try to 'save' us." There also was this:

In fact, the Klu Klux Klan targeted my Catholic immigrant ancestors in the panhandle of Texas by burning crosses in their yards.

My grandfather, Martin Hett, an immigrant from County Roscommon, told us how the resurgent KKK burned crosses in his Irish-Catholic Denver neighborhood in the 1920s. My mother, Anna Marie Hett Shay, told us how she and her sister, dressed in their St. Francis Catholic School uniforms, had to run away from the South High School kids who chased them calling them "dirty Catholics" and "Catholic rednecks." This latter one was a new one on me. Grandpa explained (in his droll Irish way) that immigrants from Ireland were prone to red necks due to their fair skin and most jobs they could get in America were harvesting crops, digging ditches, and building railroads. Grandpa did not seem to bear any ill will toward these Know Nothing shitheads. But he had already been through hell and considered Colorado public school kids "small potatoes" when compared to his life as coal miner, railroad worker, and big fella who could take care of himself. 

I've written a bit about American Know Nothings. This has pissed off a few Republican friends who insist they are not Know-Nothings who get all sorts of news from FOX and right-wing talk radio. 

Know Nothings and the KKK play a role in my new novel, “Zeppelins Over Denver.”

For a look back at one of my blog posts, see Donald Trump's Know-Nothing attitude would have doomed my Famine Irish ancestorsere.

Note the images that go along with it, cartoons of Irish immigrants as apes and drunkards. Those depictions tell a story that is as old as America.

P.S.: One of my first published stories was “REV,” about a fundamentalist Christian army marching across Arabia to whip an army of fundamentalist Muslims. I will see if I can dig it up.